Please read this if you’re thinking on killing yourself right now..
I’m guessing that if you’re reading this, you don’t believe you’re good enough. You must think you’re worthless, that you don’t belong and there’s nothing left for you. You’re about to give up hope because every thing and everyone is teaching you that there is no hope and you should just give up all together. You don’t believe that you’re unique anymore. You want someone to tell you that you are worthy of love and you’re beautiful. You desperately want to be able to feel again. Never have to smack that fake smile on your face that you don’t believe in whenever you’re down. To look in the mirror and to actually believe what you see is beautiful on the inside and out. To actually have faith in yourself. To be able to close your eyes and not wish you were dead and gone. To know that there is a relief to the pain.
Well look, I’m a complete stranger to you. I don’t know you at all, I don’t know anything you’ve gone through. But I’m telling you that you matter. You and your life are precious and unique. You’re beautiful, even the guys out there. If you’re going through rough times right now, Just know that you amaze me. It shows me that you are not letting life get the best of you. You’re fighting and fighting for something you don’t think will ever come. There’s something you’re holding on to and you don’t want to let go. You don’t have it in you to let go. Which is beyond amazing. This life is never easy. You may think that for other people they have it perfectly, but you have to realize that is just as easy to fake a smile for them as it is for you. Which reminds me, You may think that you’re not strong. But look at that smile you’re wearing. It’s fake isn’t it? There’s obviously some level of strength in you to wear it. That proves that you are strong. Even if you think that if you were strong you wouldn’t have to wear it, there’s still something in you allowing you to force that smile. You are strong. In ways that you may never realize. You have the ability to get through the hardest time’s. Through life’s punches and blows. There are people out here and don’t even know you exist because you’ve never met, Yet they care about you. Individually. Personally. Never forget that there is someone that cares about you. That wants nothing but the best for you. Some people would even do anything for you. You’re probably not gonna believe that, Just try and take it from me. Being someone you don’t know, and I’m saying that I care about you and I’ll be here for you.
I don’t believe I can change your perspective on your own life and feelings, and believe me I’m not trying too. I don’t want to change any part of of any of you. Who you are and what you do makes you , you. Who you are is special, unique, one of a kind, spectacular, wonderful, amazing, loving, caring, deserving, worthy. Why would I want to change such a beautiful person? I don’t. All I’m trying to do is let you know that you are not alone. In any aspect, in any situation. You are not worthless, You deserve this world and everything it has to offer you. You mean beyond everything to someone. Stay around to find them. Stay around to witness the days where things are actually okay. Stay around to be able to say “Yeah, I survived the worst moments of my life. I am strong.” I promise you. That day will come. You just have to hold on to the things that have kept you holding on for this long. I believe in you, along with all the other people in the world that believe in you too. We all believe you can do it. You can survive this. You can get through it. You are beautiful in every way, shape, and form. No one has the right to make you feel different. Being different is what makes you amazing. If you’re being bullied, just remember that that person is insecure with themselves and thinks hurting you will make them feel better. Don’t let anyone hurt you, because they can’t. Stand up and be proud. No one can change that. Hang in there and don’t lose hope, because things will change. In the future, you will be a better person than any of the people who think they are cool bullying you now. Stay strong.